Dia kekasih awal dan akhirku.... Dia kekasihku,hingga ke akhir hayat.... Dia kekasihku,selama jantungku masih berdegup... Dia kekasih ku,selama aku menghembuskan nafas di dunia ini.....
Hurmmm.... I take care of myself,but... Did he can live without me..? I wish he cant,coz' i wanna be
right his side always.... Every moments he needs me... And even,when he doesnt need me....
My dear love,why u cant understand me? Every day,and every night i was always thinking about you...
Have u ever wake up in the morning and start thinking about me...?
I feel like i wanna kill myself when i know i was fall in love with him,apa lg bila admitted that i love him so much... I was like,whhaaatt?? Im in love?? Then i realize,i was.. :)
Sometimes,i feel like i wanna cries... Bcoz i feel i make a mistake.. And sometimes,has a big smile on my face... And say,yess... I am in love.... But,yes niethier 4 fall i love... Coz Allah s.w.t,never give the permit 4 us be such in love,in this life before we get married... How sad when we knew the truth right... They said,in love.. There's no rule,no law.... But they lie,it is has rules.... Has Law...
But,we break the law... And,the 1st feeling we feels.. So lovely.... Everything is perfect.....
But,then.... When its getting longer,we can feel the pain is hurting us.... Its that mean of punishment?
Wow.... It was really painful right..?
For him...Hasrie Hasaat. He was everything 2 me.. Sometimes he mkes me smile,laugh.... But i hate when he makes me cry of him.... It makes me think that he wont love anymore....
And then i realize,i was so stupid......
xoxo,
ella.