CINTA..............

C.I.N.T.A
Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Bismillahirahmanirahim...
Firstly,i didn't want direct talk about my tittle today... I just want to share,that now i'm are the "penganggur tidak rasmi" d rumah. Hehe... Selepas 7 bulan dapat pengalaman bekerja d Mega Store Communication 24 Hours,i choose to quit. Its my own dicision. But unfortunately.what make me sad its when i always wanna up-date my blog,my finger cant move,im totally lost,i dont know what should i wrote,maka banyak hal yg boleh aku kongsikan kepada semua pembaca2 blog nie..
Maybe effect from work,to many things i need to think than write something in my blog. To many pressure while i'm working,well i know everyone will have some pressure about their work eithier.
But,the best thing is when i quit from work,a lot thing inspire me about sumthing and remain me to be a write in my blog again. I'm a person with a many2 words where's come alive when i say it. Just i'm a little bit boring at home coz' nothing to do & nothing to make me busy,hey..wanna know a secret bout' me? I love be a buzy women,and that's why i love being a workaholic. What a life,everyone have to admit it that i'm different than others,right?



Well....let's talk about my tittle.
Love,im falling in love.....again. Where's a bad news but a beautiful experience to me. I dont like to falling to someone,but i love to fall in love again. How lucky i am... ^^
His name is Julius... I hope God,please let me in love with him and be my loved forever.. Sure,before him there's some other guy that's be my love,but this time is really special to me. Never i feel so in love wit someone like this.... But i didn't afraid to accept any love from anyone,i just be careful... I can feel how honest and loyal he to me. I dont care even if im wrong judge him,coz im really in love wit him... Yeah,im totally crazy about him. Hanya Tuhan yg tahu..
I'm so happy to him till' i feel wanna let him go coz i'm so scared to lose him someday. What a..love.

Just now,i'm thinking for something else.
If a women,errr... Sory to say,if some girl prostitute.
Lets called it,as unknown. Aku meminta maaf jikalau menyentuh perasaan sesiapa,tidak ada niat d hati ingin menyakiti hati yg kecil,ataupun melukai sesiapa. I just want to share waht i'm thinking about.

Bila terfikir,jikalau seorang unknown itu telah membuat sesuatu yg d luar jangkaan nya. Seperti membuatkan seorang insan yg bernama lelaki,yg ikhlas dan suci,terdidik serta terjaga akidah nya,jatuh hati kepada nya.. Sudah tentu itu takdir kepada si unknown kan. Bukan diri ini ingin memikirkan yg bukan2 serta hal2 yg tidak logik,dan bukannya mau menghina pekerjaan sesiapa yg menjadi unknown. Terdapat sebilangan insan yg menjadi mangsa kejadian. Seperti terpaksa melakukan pekerjaan ini,ada juga yg terpaksa dan ada juga yg redha. Meskipun,kita mesti meningati,yg segala yg terjadi bukanlah impian mereka sejak lahir d dunia ini.

Mari mulakan certa/khayalan ku lagi....
Bila c pemuda jatuh hati kepada si unknown,dan c pemuda telah mengetauhi apa pekerjaan c unknown,tetapi hatinya berkeras menginginkan c unknown itu. Tanpa ingin memikirkan apa yg bakal d perkatakan kepada orang sekeliling mengenai perhubungan cinta nya nanti.
Si unknown pula akhirnya sedar bahawa ada insan bernama lelaki yg sudi jatuh hati kepada dia sesungguhnya dia sedar dia bukan lah pilihan yg baik dan tepat untuk lelaki yg begitu sempurna d matanya itu. D pendek kan cerita lah ya,mereka pun jatuh cinta antara satu sama lain.
Si unknown yg dlunya keras hati pada insan2 yg bernama lelaki akhirnya terkandas dendamnya apabila ada seorg pemuda yg benar2 ingin memiliki cintanya setulus ikhlas hati dan kejujuran nya.. Si unknown sedia berubah menjadi wanita. Alangkah indahnya hidup wanita dan pemuda itu. Yg lebih beruntung lagi bila si wanita telah d berikan jalan yg baik sudah tentunya dari Allah yg Maha Esa.. Sesungguhnya Allah mampu mengubah segala2nya dengan sekelip mata. Menggantikan kaca kepada permata,hujan kepada pelangi,benih kepada bunga yg mekar...

Luka dan duka,penawarnya hanya pada Allah s.w.t.
Kerana itu kita harus redha atas segala yg berlaku.... Hehehe... Trlalu jauh pula aku bercerita harini.. Begitu panjang akal aku kan... Apasal la aku slalu macam ni... Okaylah guys,see u next time.. Time to facebook,twitter and youtube.

P/S. wish me always luck,okay. And pray for me please......... hehe.






xoxo reader,
ella




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